Summary

Chapter 13/The You File asks who says you choose your life. You go away and are steered by new things, some kind and others cruel. Not everything people say is true, and meeting yourself before sleeping, you feel like a child again in the powerless world around you. Some days, you think it will be fine, but other days, it is too much for anyone to bear; still, people bear it, and someone is always worse off.

In Chapter 14/What Comes Back to Me, Esther feels like there is a hole in her life after she returns. Going into labor, the pains make her fear death, and although the nurse tries to tirn her son, the baby is stillborn; she thinks that at least he will be one less person to join the rebels, but her feelings do not appear to her...