Part 6, October 3 1986 to April 2, 1987 Summary

October 3 1986 - In language that, for the first time, includes words like "shit" and "fuck" (both of which are used repeatedly), Laura describes how Bobby warned her to be careful around the unpredictable Leo, and how surprised she was to see Ronnette Pulaski, a girl to whom she confesses she feels an attraction. She then describes her encounter with a girl, offering to pay someone to give her an orgasm, and how she (Laura) pushed ahead in the line of boys to try and gave the girl her first orgasm in two years.

December 14, 1986 - Laura describes a dream of BOB coming to her and telling her how awful she is. She also writes of her confusion, and of how her desire to be good conflicts with her desire to feel good (i.e., experience sexual/sensual...