Part 2, August 7 1984 to October 3, 1985 Summary

August 7 1984 - Laura writes despairingly that Maddy left three days before. She also writes of her belief that she thinks she had an orgasm in the night, and of her dream of a sweet, tender boy who began to make love to her, but ended up becoming her unborn child, adding that she writes that she preferred being made love to than being pregnant.

August 7, 1984 - Laura wonders what death would feel like, which in turn leads her to wonder how Jesus would feel about her and whether she's a child of Satan. She comments that sometimes when she has to see BOB, she thinks she is with Satan and she "will never make it out of the woods in time to be Laura, good and true and pure..." She then describes her plan to take her...