Summary

Maya walked in late to work because she took her time getting coffee at Starbucks. She noticed women wearing cardigans, and realized that she would be criticized if she tried to dress up since she was fat. Her withdrawals began to worsen at work and she went to the bathroom, where she clogged the toilet and left, thinking someone would blame a man. The rest of her shift, she had her coworker cover for her while she stayed downstairs and tried to deal with the comedown. While sweating and smelling from the withdrawal, Maya thought about the different ways Ogden liked to have sex with her, including her desire to call him “Daddy.” She enjoyed feeling like a sexual object rather than a person, which is why continued to see him.

While walking to her friend Elizabeth, Maya texted her friend Molly, and...