Part of Gary's Suicide Note and the End of Ninth Grade Summary

Gary tells his mom in his suicide note that he hopes she can move on and start a new life, but for him he is beyond this point and that there isn't any going back. Ryan describes how the three of them would graphically describe how they would get back at the boys that were picking on them. One of Brendan's neighbors talks about how Brendan came over one day to look at his real guns that the neighbor used for gun shows. Ryan says the first gun Brendan bought was from a kid at school.

Ryan says that one day Brendan made a correlation between the shooting video games and shooting someone in real life. After playing a shooting video game, Brendan...