Ivan

Ivan represents Selin’s worthlessness, in her eyes. She fixates on Ivan’s rejection of her as confirmation of her perceived inadequacy, leading to feelings of depression.

The library

The library represents Selin’s introversion. Selin views the library as her special retreat from the world. She often feels overwhelmed by her peers and by her fear of missing out. All this vanishes once she enters a library, surrounded by equally introverted and studious people.

Reading

Selin’s reading material symbolizes her desperation to understand the world around her. Selin spends the majority of the novel mulling over the advice of her favorite writers. She often notices incongruities between fiction and reality, which leaves her feeling lost and confused.

Svetlana and Selin’s friendship

The friendship between Svetlana and Selin represents a safe space where both can explore their thoughts and opinions on all matters. Their...