Summary

In Chapter 38, Oliver and Luc take a cab home. Luc worries about how sex will be when he actually cares about someone and is caught off guard when Oliver picks him up. Except, he accidentally drops Luc on the stairs. Then, Luc is even more shocked when Oliver takes a commanding tone, though Oliver is self-conscious. When Luc thinks he is not attractive, Oliver calls him beautiful and the two start making love. Oliver says he wanted Luc to feel good with him and Luc realizes he had never really seen Oliver. Now, he wants to make him happy.

Chapter 39 continues as Luc regrets agreeing to meet Jon at such a busy time. He exchanges more texts with Oliver as Jon arrives late. He talks about meeting another singer at this restaurant in 1976. Luc asks about his cancer and Jon says it has...