How is Esperanza feeling as they leave El Rancho de Las Rosas?

Rancho de la Rosas is Esperanza's home. Everything she loves is on the ranch.... her family, her friends, and the land. She cannot imagine living anywhere else and has no desire to be anywhere else. She sees herself as married someday and continuing to live at home...... she loves her life and doesn't want anything to change. She feels a great sense of loss when she has to leave.