In Chapter Two, Cole thinks back on his conversations with the Circle Justice committee.... how did he want to answer their question about sincerity, and what did he say out loud?

From the text:

“Why should we believe you’re sincere?” several committee members had asked during their visits.

Cole wanted to say,“’Cause if you don’t, I’ll knock your fat heads off.” Instead, he meekly said,“You shouldn’t,” keeping his face as serious as he could. “I’ve really screwed things up. Hurting someone really made me think alot.” He’d pause for effect, then added, “I wish I could trade places with Peter. I really do. That’s what I deserve.”