As Moby retreats to his bedroom to do some thinking about Sarah Byrnes and Jody Mueller, why does Moby admit that he's scared to death to start anything up with Jody?

As Moby retreats to his bedroom to do some thinking about Sarah Byrnes and Jody Mueller, Moby admits that he's scared to death to start anything up with Jody because there is still a scared little fat boy inside Moby's head who is terrified of being seen and he's afraid to show himself to Jody.