What were George's thoughts about Lil having an abortion as he sat in the parking lot at the Center?

As George sat in the parking lot of the Center, he could not believe that Lil had had an abortion. He believed that she must have been pressured. He thought that someone at the Center must have told her it was the only thing to do. He could not believe that she would have thought that he would not have helped her, raised the child, or done anything she wanted.