I Never Promised You a Rose Garden Chapter 19

Deborah tries to get everything resolved before Furii leaves; she even moves down to the B ward, but there is too much work to be done to finish it all before Furii's vacation. Then when Deborah meets Dr. Royson, he is too stiff and cold to be of much help to her. Deborah begins to stew on the inside and she decides to light a backfire to keep the volcano inside her from erupting. She burns the inside of her elbow with cigarettes, and she's sent back to D ward. After four days in a cold pack, she returns to her old bed on the Disturbed ward, but she doesn't understand what made her snap out of the blackness of the Pit. Then the idea comes to her that perhaps Yr only gives her as much as she can handle. While she ponders the idea, she prepares for another backfire.