She Means So Much To Me. I felt lonely, I couldn't bear to face the reality that there was a chance I might lose her. I had looked up to her my whole life. She was my role model and I loved her so much. I felt hollow inside as if there was a part of me missing.

Before it happened I was arguing with my sister, over a top it was mine and I wanted it back. I slammed my bedroom door in her face and I told her not to come in again. I was so angry with her why did she always have to be so selfish. A few moments later my mum burst into my room, I thought she was my sister at first. There was something wrong with my Gran.

My Granddad had phoned an ambulance. I didn't know what to do, I...