The one thing that I am most scared of in my future is death. The reason that it scares me so much is because I have not a clue what is going to happen to me. When I try to think about it, I just come a giant obstacle in my path and cannot find a way around it. I can't go to anyone to ask for advice because they don't know for sure either. The actual answer to the question is whatever you feel. Some people feel that their life is so harsh and difficult that there is no way that there can be a God and a loving God at that. I myself don't feel that my life is that hard etc. but I still find it extremely difficult to find out what I believe. Thinking it over seriously...