the rough stone wall in front of us, had turned to
a pool of water, stagnating round an island of draggled
weeds. I gained the summit of the hill, and looked
at the view which we had so often admired in the happier
time. It was cold and barren—it was
no longer the view that I remembered. The sunshine
of her presence was far from me-the charm of her voice
no longer murmured in my ear. She had talked
to me, on the spot from which I now looked down, of
her father, who was her last surviving parent—had
told me how fond of each other they had been, and
how sadly she missed him still when she entered certain
rooms in the house, and when she took up forgotten
occupations and amusements with which he had been
associated. Was the view that I had seen, while
listening to those words, the view that I saw now,
standing on the hill-top by myself? I turned
and left it—I wound my way back again,
over the moor, and round the sandhills, down to the
beach. There was the white rage of the surf,
and the multitudinous glory of the leaping waves—but
where was the place on which she had once drawn idle
figures with her parasol in the sand—the
place where we had sat together, while she talked to
me about myself and my home, while she asked me a
woman’s minutely observant questions about my
mother and my sister, and innocently wondered whether
I should ever leave my lonely chambers and have a
wife and a house of my own? Wind and wave had
long since smoothed out the trace of her which she
had left in those marks on the sand, I looked over
the wide monotony of the seaside prospect, and the
place in which we two had idled away the sunny hours
was as lost to me as if I had never known it, as strange
to me as if I stood already on a foreign shore.
The empty silence of the beach struck cold to my heart.
I returned to the house and the garden, where traces
were left to speak of her at every turn.
On the west terrace walk I met Mr. Gilmore.
He was evidently in search of me, for he quickened
his pace when we caught sight of each other.
The state of my spirits little fitted me for the
society of a stranger; but the meeting was inevitable,
and I resigned myself to make the best of it.
“You are the very person I wanted to see,”
said the old gentleman. “I had two words
to say to you, my dear sir; and If you have no objection
I will avail myself of the present opportunity.
To put it plainly, Miss Halcombe and I have been
talking over family affairs—affairs which
are the cause of my being here—and in the
course of our conversation she was naturally led to
tell me of this unpleasant matter connected with the
anonymous letter, and of the share which you have
most creditably and properly taken in the proceedings
so far. That share, I quite understand, gives
you an interest which you might not otherwise have
felt, in knowing that the future management of the
investigation which you have begun will be placed
in safe hands. My dear sir, make yourself quite
easy on that point—it will be placed in
my hands.”