While this was talking over, a violent thunder was made at the door.  I was almost certain it was the queen.  Once more I would have given anything to escape ; but in vain.  I had been informed that nobody ever quitted the royal presence, after having been conversed with, till motioned to withdraw.

Miss Port, according to established etiquette on these occasions, opened the door which she stood next, by putting her hand behind her, and slid out, backwards, into the hall, to light the queen ’In.  The door soon opened again, and her majesty entered.

Immediately seeing the king, she made him a low curtsey, and cried,—­

“Oh, your majesty is here.”

“Yes,” he cried, “I ran here, without speaking to anybody.”

The queen had been at the lower Lodge, to see the Princess Elizabeth, as the king had before told us.

She then, hastened up to Mrs. Delany, with both her hands held out, saying, 305

“My dear Mrs. Delany, how are you?”

Instantly after, I felt her eye on my face.  I believe, too, she curtsied to me; but though I saw the bend, I was too near-sighted to be sure it was intended for me.  I was hardly ever in a situation more embarrassing — I dared not return what I was not certain I had received, yet considered myself as appearing quite a monster, to stand stiff-necked, if really meant.

Almost at the same moment, she spoke to Mr. Bernard Dewes, and then nodded to my little clinging girl.

I was now really ready to sink, with horrid uncertainty of what I was doing, or what I should do,—­when his majesty, who I fancy saw my distress, most good-humouredly said to the queen something, but I was too much flurried to remember what, except these words,—­“I have been telling Miss Burney—­”

Relieved from so painful a dilemma, I immediately dropped a curtsey.  She made one to me in the same moment, and, with a very smiling countenance, came up to me; but she could not speak, for the king went on talking, eagerly, and very gaily, repeating to her every word I had said during our conversation upon “Evelina,” its publication, etc. etc.

Then he told her of Baretti’s wager, saying,—­“But she heard of a great many conjectures about the author, before it was known, and of Baretti, an admirable thing !-he laid a bet it must be a man, as no woman, he said, could have kept her own counsel!”

The queen, laughing a little, exclaimed-

“Oh, that is quite too bad an affront to us !-Don’t you think so?” addressing herself to me, with great gentleness of voice and manner.

I assented; and the king continued his relation, which she listened to with a look of some interest; but when he told her some particulars of my secrecy, she again spoke to me.

“But! your sister was your confidant, was she not?”

“Yes, ma’am.”

My sisters, I might have said, but I was always glad to have done.