May 17.-Let me now, my Susy, acquaint you a little more connectedly than I have done of late how I have gone on.  The rest of that week I devoted almost wholly to sweet Mrs. Thrale, whose society was truly the most delightful of cordials to me, however, at times, mixed with bitters the least palatable.  Were I not sensible of her goodness, and full of incurable affection for her, should I not be a monster? . . .

I parted most reluctantly with my dear Mrs. Thrale, whom, when or how I shall see again heaven only knows ! but in sorrow we parted—­on my side in real affliction.

[Towards the end of July in this year, Mrs. Thrale’s second marriage took place with Mr. Piozzi, and Miss Burney Went about the same time to Norbury Park, where she passed some weeks with Mr and Mrs. Locke.  The following “sketch” of a letter, and memorandum of what had recently passed between Mrs. Piozzi and herself, is from the journal of that period.]

(Fanny Burney to Mrs. Piozzi.)
Norbury Park,
Aug. 10, 1784.

When my wondering eyes first looked over the letter I received last night, my mind instantly dictated a high-spirited 279

vindication of the consistency, integrity, and faithfulness of the friendship thus abruptly reproached and cast away.  But a sleepless night gave me leisure to recollect that you were ever as generous as precipitate, and that your own heart would do justice to mine, in the cooler judgment of future reflection.  Committing myself, therefore, to that period, I determined Simply to assure you, that if my last letter hurt either you or Mr. Piozzi, I am no less sorry than surprised; and that if it offended you, I sincerely beg your pardon.

Not to that time, however, can I wait to acknowledge the pain an accusation so unexpected has caused me, nor the heartfelt satisfaction with which I shall receive, when you are able to write it, a softer renewal of regard.

May heaven direct and bless you!  F. B.

N.B.—­This is the sketch of the answer which F. B. most painfully wrote to the unmerited reproach of not sending “cordial congratulations” upon a marriage which she had uniformly, openly, and with deep and avowed affliction, thought wrong.

(Mrs. Piozzi to Fanny Burney)
Wellbeck-st., No, 33, Cavendish-sq.,
Friday, Aug. 13, 1784.

Give yourself no serious concern, sweetest Burney.  All is well, and I am too happy myself to make a friend otherwise; quiet your kind heart immediately, and love my husband if you love his and your H. L. Piozzi.

N.B.-To this kind note, F. B. wrote the warmest and most affectionate and heartfelt reply; but never received another word!  And here and thus stopped a correspondence of six years of almost unequalled partiality, and fondness on her side ; and affection, gratitude, admiration, and sincerity on that of ’F.  B., who could only conjecture the cessation to be caused by the resentment of Piozzi, when informed of her constant opposition to the union.