Sylvia's Marriage eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 285 pages of information about Sylvia's Marriage.

Sylvia's Marriage eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 285 pages of information about Sylvia's Marriage.

“But sometimes I can’t help thinking of the child and its future, and then all of a sudden my heart is ready to break with pity for the child’s father!  I have the consciousness that I do not love him, and that he has always known it—­and that makes me remorseful.  But I told him the truth before we married—­he promised to be patient with me till I had learned to love him!  Now I want to burst into tears and cry aloud, ’Oh, why did you do it?  Why did I let myself be persuaded into this marriage?’

“I tried to have a talk with him last night, after he had decided to go away.  I was full of pity, and a desire to help.  I said I wanted him to know that no matter how much we might disagree about some things, I meant to learn to live happily with him.  We must find some sort of compromise, for the sake of the child, if not for ourselves; we must not let the child suffer.  He answered coldly that there would be no need for the child to suffer, the child would have the best the world could afford.  I suggested that there might arise some question as to just what the best was; but to that he said nothing.  He went on to rebuke my discontent; had he not given me everything a woman could want? he asked.  He was too polite to mention money; but he said that I had leisure and entire freedom from care.  I was persisting in assuming cares, while he was doing all in his power to prevent it.

“And that was as far as we got.  I gave up the discussion, for we should only have gone the old round over again.

“Douglas has taken up a saying that my cousin brought with him:  ‘What you don’t know won’t hurt you!’ I think that before he left, Harley had begun to suspect that all was not well between my husband and myself, and he felt it necessary to give me a little friendly counsel.  He was tactful, and politely vague, but I understood him—­my worldly-wise young cousin.  I think that saying of his sums up the philosophy that he would teach to all women—­’What you don’t know won’t hurt you!’”

7.  A week or so later Sylvia wrote me that her husband was in New York.  And I waited another week, for good measure, and then one morning dropped in for a call upon Claire Lepage.

Why did I do it? you ask.  I had no definite purpose—­only a general opposition to the philosophy of Cousin Harley.

I was ushered into Claire’s boudoir, which was still littered with last evening’s apparel.  She sat in a dressing-gown with resplendent red roses on it, and brushed the hair out of her eyes, and apologized for not being ready for callers.

“I’ve just had a talking to from Larry,” she explained.

“Larry?” said I, inquiringly; for Claire had always informed me elaborately that van Tuiver had been her one departure from propriety, and always would be.

Apparently she had now reached a stage in her career where pretences were too much trouble.  “I’ve come to the conclusion that I don’t know how to manage men,” she said.  “I never can get along with one for any time.”

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