beings of an extraordinary beauty. Still faint
and cloud-like, they began to dance, and as they danced
took a more and more definite shape, so that I was
able to distinguish beautiful Grecian faces and august
Egyptian faces, and now and again to name a divinity
by the staff in his hand or by a bird fluttering over
his head; and soon every mortal foot danced by the
white foot of an immortal; and in the troubled eyes
that looked into untroubled shadowy eyes, I saw the
brightness of uttermost desire as though they had
found at length, after unreckonable wandering, the
lost love of their youth. Sometimes, but only
for a moment, I saw a faint solitary figure with a
Rosa veiled face, and carrying a faint torch, flit
among the dancers, but like a dream within a dream,
like a shadow of a shadow, and I knew by an understanding
born from a deeper fountain than thought, that it was
Eros himself, and that his face was veiled because
no man or woman from the beginning of the world has
ever known what love is, or looked into his eyes,
for Eros alone of divinities is altogether a spirit,
and hides in passions not of his essence if he would
commune with a mortal heart. So that if a man
love nobly he knows love through infinite pity, unspeakable
trust, unending sympathy; and if ignobly through vehement
jealousy, sudden hatred, and unappeasable desire;
but unveiled love he never knows. While I thought
these things, a voice cried to me from the crimson
figures: ’Into the dance! there is none
that can be spared out of the dance; into the dance!
into the dance! that the gods may make them bodies
out of the substance of our hearts’; and before
I could answer, a mysterious wave of passion, that
seemed like the soul of the dance moving within our
souls, took Alchemica. hold of me, and I was swept,
neither consenting nor refusing, into the midst.
I was dancing with an immortal august woman, who had
black lilies in her hair, and her dreamy gesture seemed
laden with a wisdom more profound than the darkness
that is between star and star, and with a love like
the love that breathed upon the waters; and as we
danced on and on, the incense drifted over us and
round us, covering us away as in the heart of the world,
and ages seemed to pass, and tempests to awake and
perish in the folds of our robes and in her heavy
hair.
Suddenly I remembered that her eyelids had never quivered, and that her lilies had not dropped a black petal, or shaken from their places, and understood with a great horror that I danced with one who was more or less than human, and who was drinking up my soul as an ox drinks up a wayside pool; and I fell, and darkness passed over me.