But the weeping and the sobs drowned the end of my speech, and besides, I admit it without feeling ashamed of it, I myself brushed away more than one treacherous tear from my eyes.  Without allowing the agitation to subside completely, I called in a voice of stern and truthful reproach: 

“Do not weep because your soul is dark, stricken with misfortunes, blinded by chaos, clipped of its wings by doubts; give it to me and I shall direct it toward the light, toward order and reason.  I know the truth.  I have conceived the world!  I have discovered the great principle of its purpose!  I have solved the sacred formula of the iron grate!  I demand of you—­swear to me by the cold iron of its squares that henceforth you will confess to me without shame or fear all your deeds, your errors and doubts, all the secret thoughts of your soul and the dreams and desires of your body!”

“We swear!  We swear!  We swear!  Save us!  Reveal to us the truth!  Take our sins upon yourself!  Save us!  Save us!” numerous exclamations resounded.

I must mention the sad incident which occurred during that same lecture.  At the moment when the excitement reached its height and the hearts had already opened, ready to unburden themselves, a certain youth, looking morose and embittered, exclaimed loudly, evidently addressing himself to me: 

“Liar!  Do not listen to him.  He is lying!”

The indulgent reader will easily believe that it was only by a great effort that I succeeded in saving the incautious youth from the fury of the audience.  Offended in that which is most precious to a human being, his faith in goodness and the divine purpose of life, my women admirers rushed upon the foolish youth in a mob and would have beaten him cruelly.  Remembering, however, that there was more joy to the pastor in one sinner who repents than in ten righteous men, I took the young man aside where no one could hear us, and entered into a brief conversation with him.

“Did you call me a liar, my child?”

Moved by my kindness, the poor young man became confused and answered hesitatingly: 

“Pardon me for my harshness, but it seems to me that you are not telling the truth.”

“I understand you, my friend.  You must have been agitated by the intense ecstasy of the women, and you, as a sensible man, not inclined to mysticism, suspected me of fraud, of a hideous fraud.  No, no, don’t excuse yourself.  I understand you.  But I wish you would understand me.  Out of the mire of superstitions, out of the deep gulf of prejudices and unfounded beliefs, I want to lead their strayed thoughts and place them upon the solid foundation of strictly logical reasoning.  The iron grate, which I mentioned, is not a mystical sign; it is only a formula, a simple, sober, honest, mathematical formula.  To you, as a sensible man, I will willingly explain this formula.  The grate is the scheme in which are placed all the laws guiding the universe, which do away with chaos, substituting in its place strict, iron, inviolable order, forgotten by mankind.  As a brightminded man you will easily understand—­”