will stand in the way of thy acting justly and soberly
and considerately. But perhaps some of thy active
powers will be hindered? Well, by acquiescing
in the hindrance, and being content to transfer thy
efforts to that which is allowed, another opportunity
of action is immediately put before thee in place
of that which was hindered.” What is this
but saying in other words that not in having lies
our life, but in doing and being. Not even in
succeeding, we must remember; and this is perhaps the
hardest part of our lesson. It is one thing to
bear with serenity those blows of fortune against
which we are obviously defenseless; it is another thing,
when there seems a chance for averting the disaster,
when our whole heart and soul are thrown into that
effort, to await the outcome with tranquility, to
bear failure without complaint. The “might
have been’s” and the “perhaps may
yet be’s” are the greatest disturbers of
our peace. To use our keenest wits for attaining
what seems best, to use our utmost persuasion for
protecting ourselves from the selfishness and stupidity
of others, and then if we fail, if the fair hope slips
from our grasp, if the thoughtlessness or cruelty
of men prevails against us, to smile and attack the
next problem with undaunted cheerfulness, requires,
indeed, to attain to that level may well be called
“the last infirmity of noble minds.”
For the very concentration of life upon doing and
being carries with it the danger of staking happiness
upon the success of the doing, the attainment of the
ideals. We must count even the stupidity and
impulsiveness of our own mental make-up as among the
materials we have to work with, and not allow remorse
for our own part in past failures to interfere with
the joyful earnestness with which we attack the problems
of the eternal present. We may, indeed, often
succeed, and that may be a very great and pure joy
to us; but we are not to count upon success; or, to
put it another way, we are to think of the real success
as lying in the dauntless renewal of the effort rather
than in the show of outward result. “To
have often resisted the diabolic, and at the end to
be still resisting it, is for the poor human soldier
to have done right well. To ask to see some fruit
of our endeavor is but a transcendental way of serving
for reward.” This is not pessimism, it
is the first step toward a sound and invulnerable
optimism. We must recognize once for all that
this world is not the world of our dreams, and cease
to be so pathetically surprised and hurt when it falls
short of them. Were we to be rebellious at life
for not being built after the pattern of our ideals
there would be no limit to our faultfinding.
We may, indeed, long in our idle hours with Omar “To
grasp this sorry scheme of things entire, shatter it
to bits-and then Remould it nearer to the heart’s
desire!” But in our daily life a braver and
saner attitude befits us; for it is not in such an
ideal world but in the actual world that we have to