being taken away from them? It was enough for
me that here was a woman with a heart like my own;
who needed the same salvation I needed; to whom the
love of God was the one blessed thing; who was passing
through the same dark passage into the light that
the Lord had passed through before her, that I had
to pass through after her. She had no theories—at
least, she gave utterance to none; she had few thoughts
of her own—and gave still fewer of them
expression; you might guess at a true notion in her
mind, but an abstract idea she could scarcely lay hold
of; her speech was very common; her manner rather
brusque than gentle; but she could love; she could
forget herself; she could be sorry for what she did
or thought wrong; she could hope; she could wish to
be better; she could admire good people; she could
trust in God her Saviour. And now the loving
God-made human heart in her was going into a new school
that it might begin a fresh beautiful growth.
She was old, I have said, and plain; but now her old
age and plainness were about to vanish, and all that
had made her youth attractive to young Tomkins was
about to return to her, only rendered tenfold more
beautiful by the growth of fifty years of learning
according to her ability. God has such patience
in working us into vessels of honour! in teaching
us to be children! And shall we find the human
heart in which the germs of all that is noblest and
loveliest and likest to God have begun to grow and
manifest themselves uninteresting, because its circumstances
have been narrow, bare, and poverty-stricken, though
neither sordid nor unclean; because the woman is old
and wrinkled and brown, as if these were more than
the transient accidents of humanity; because she has
neither learned grammar nor philosophy; because her
habits have neither been delicate nor self-indulgent?
To help the mind of such a woman to unfold to the
recognition of the endless delights of truth; to watch
the dawn of the rising intelligence upon the too still
face, and the transfiguration of the whole form, as
the gentle rusticity vanishes in yet gentler grace,
is a labour and a delight worth the time and mind
of an archangel. Our best living poet says—but
no; I will not quote. It is a distinct wrong
that befalls the best books to have many of their
best words quoted till in their own place and connexion
they cease to have force and influence. The meaning
of the passage is that the communication of truth
is one of the greatest delights the human heart can
experience. Surely this is true. Does not
the teaching of men form a great part of the divine
gladness?
Therefore even the dull approaches of death are full of deep significance and warm interest to one who loves his fellows, who desires not to be distinguished by any better fate than theirs; and shrinks from the pride of supposing that his own death, or that of the noblest of the good, is more precious in the sight of God than that of “one of the least of these little ones.”