Old Rogers had passed through a very much larger experience.  Many more difficulties had come to him, and he had met them in his own fashion and overcome them.  For while there is such a thing as truth, the mind that can honestly beget a difficulty must at the same time be capable of receiving that light of the truth which annihilates the difficulty, or at least of receiving enough to enable it to foresee vaguely some solution, for a full perception of which the intellect may not be as yet competent.  By every such victory Old Rogers had enlarged his being, ever becoming more childlike and faithful; so that, while the childlikeness of Weir was the childlikeness of a child, that of Old Rogers was the childlikeness of a man, in which submission to God is not only a gladness, but a conscious will and choice.  But as the safety of neither depended on his own feelings, but on the love of God who was working in him, we may well leave all such differences of nature and education to the care of Him who first made the men different, and then brought different conditions out of them.  The one thing is, whether we are letting God have His own way with us, following where He leads, learning the lessons He gives us.

I wished that Mr Stoddart had been with me during these two visits.  Perhaps he might have seen that the education of life was a marvellous thing, and, even in the poorest intellectual results, far more full of poetry and wonder than the outcome of that constant watering with the watering-pot of self-education which, dissociated from the duties of life and the influences of his fellows, had made of him what he was.  But I doubt if he would have seen it.

A week had elapsed from the night I had sat up with Gerard Weir, and his mother had not risen from her bed, nor did it seem likely she would ever rise again.  On a Friday I went to see her, just as the darkness was beginning to gather.  The fire of life was burning itself out fast.  It glowed on her cheeks, it burned in her hands, it blazed in her eyes.  But the fever had left her mind.  That was cool, oh, so cool, now!  Those fierce tropical storms of passion had passed away, and nothing of life was lost.  Revenge had passed away, but revenge is of death, and deadly.  Forgiveness had taken its place, and forgiveness is the giving, and so the receiving of life.  Gerard, his dear little head starred with sticking-plaster, sat on her bed, looking as quietly happy as child could look, over a wooden horse with cylindrical body and jointless legs, covered with an eruption of red and black spots.—­Is it the ignorance or the imagination of children that makes them so easily pleased with the merest hint at representation?  I suspect the one helps the other towards that most desirable result, satisfaction.—­But he dropped it when he saw me, in a way so abandoning that—­comparing small things with great—­it called to my mind those lines of Milton:—­

   “From his slack hand the garland wreathed for Eve,
    Down dropt, and all the faded roses shed.”