I lingered on long in the dark church, as my reader knows I had done often before. Nor did I move from the seat I had first taken till I left the sacred building. And there I made my sermon for the next morning. And herewith I impart it to my reader. But he need not be afraid of another such as I have already given him, for I impart it only in its original germ, its concentrated essence of sermon—these four verses:
Had I the grace to win the
grace
Of some old man
complete in lore,
My face would worship at his
face,
Like childhood
seated on the floor.
Had I the grace to win the
grace
Of childhood,
loving shy, apart,
The child should find a nearer
place,
And teach me resting
on my heart.
Had I the grace to win the
grace
Of maiden living
all above,
My soul would trample down
the base,
That she might
have a man to love.
A grace I have no grace to
win
Knocks now at
my half-open door:
Ah, Lord of glory, come thou
in,
Thy grace divine
is all and more.
This was what I made for myself. I told my people that God had created all our worships, reverences, tendernesses, loves. That they had come out of His heart, and He had made them in us because they were in Him first. That otherwise He would not have cared to make them. That all that we could imagine of the wise, the lovely, the beautiful, was in Him, only infinitely more of them than we could not merely imagine, but understand, even if He did all He could to explain them to us, to make us understand them. That in Him was all the wise teaching of the best man ever known in the world and more; all the grace and gentleness and truth of the best child and more; all the tenderness and devotion of the truest type of womankind and more; for there is a love that passeth the love of woman, not the love of Jonathan to David, though David said so: but the love of God to the men and women whom He has made. Therefore, we must be all God’s; and all our aspirations, all our worships, all our honours, all our loves, must centre in Him, the Best.