with a deep carmine. You would have said she
had been painting, and painting very inartistically,
so little was the red shaded into the surrounding
white. Now this was certainly not beautiful.
Indeed, it occasioned a strange feeling, almost of
terror, at first, for she reminded one of the spectre
woman in the “Rime of the Ancient Mariner.”
But when I got used to her complexion, I saw that
the form of her features was quite beautiful.
She might indeed have been
lovely but for a certain
hardness which showed through the beauty. This
might have been the result of ill health, ill-endured;
but I doubted it. For there was a certain modelling
of the cheeks and lips which showed that the teeth
within were firmly closed; and, taken with the look
of the eyes and forehead, seemed the expression of
a constant and bitter self-command. But there
were indubitable marks of ill health upon her, notwithstanding;
for not to mention her complexion, her large dark
eye was burning as if the lamp of life had broken and
the oil was blazing; and there was a slight expansion
of the nostrils, which indicated physical unrest.
But her manner was perfectly, almost dreadfully, quiet;
her voice soft, low, and chiefly expressive of indifference.
She spoke without looking me in the face, but did not
seem either shy or ashamed. Her figure was remarkably
graceful, though too worn to be beautiful.—Here
was a strange parishioner for me!—in a
country toy-shop, too!
As soon as the little fellow had brought me in, he
shrunk away through a half-open door that revealed
a stair behind.
“What can I do for you, sir?” said the
mother, coldly, and with a kind of book-propriety
of speech, as she stood on the other side of the little
counter, prepared to open box or drawer at command.
“To tell the truth, I hardly know,” I
said. “I am the new vicar; but I do not
think that I should have come in to see you just to-day,
if it had not been that your little boy there—where
is he gone to? He asked me to come in and see
his mother.”
“He is too ready to make advances to strangers,
sir.”
She said this in an incisive tone.
“Oh, but,” I answered, “I am not
a stranger to him. I have met him twice before.
He is a little darling. I assure you he has quite
gained my heart.”
No reply for a moment. Then just “Indeed!”
and nothing more.
I could not understand it.
But a jar on a shelf, marked tobacco, rescued
me from the most pressing portion of the perplexity,
namely, what to say next.
“Will you give me a quarter of a pound of tobacco?”
I said.
The woman turned, took down the jar, arranged the
scales, weighed out the quantity, wrapped it up, took
the money,—and all without one other word
than, “Thank you, sir;” which was all I
could return, with the addition of, “Good morning.”
For nothing was left me but to walk away with my parcel
in my pocket.