All through the slowly-fading afternoon, the autumn of the day, when the colours are richest and the shadows long and lengthening, I paced my solemn old-thoughted church.  Sometimes I went up into the pulpit and sat there, looking on the ancient walls which had grown up under men’s hands that men might be helped to pray by the visible symbol of unity which the walls gave, and that the voice of the Spirit of God might be heard exhorting men to forsake the evil and choose the good.  And I thought how many witnesses to the truth had knelt in those ancient pews.  For as the great church is made up of numberless communities, so is the great shining orb of witness-bearers made up of millions of lesser orbs.  All men and women of true heart bear individual testimony to the truth of God, saying, “I have trusted and found Him faithful.”  And the feeble light of the glowworm is yet light, pure, and good, and with a loveliness of its own.  “So, O Lord,” I said, “let my light shine before men.”  And I felt no fear of vanity in such a prayer, for I knew that the glory to come of it is to God only—­“that men may glorify their Father in heaven.”  And I knew that when we seek glory for ourselves, the light goes out, and the Horror that dwells in darkness breathes cold upon our spirits.  And I remember that just as I thought thus, my eye was caught first by a yellow light that gilded the apex of the font-cover, which had been wrought like a flame or a bursting blossom:  it was so old and worn, I never could tell which; and then by a red light all over a white marble tablet in the wall—­the red of life on the cold hue of the grave.  And this red light did not come from any work of man’s device, but from the great window of the west, which little Gerard Weir wanted to help God to paint.  I must have been in a happy mood that Saturday afternoon, for everything pleased me and made me happier; and all the church-forms about me blended and harmonised graciously with the throne and footstool of God which I saw through the windows.  And I lingered on till the night had come; till the church only gloomed about me, and had no shine; and then I found my spirit burning up the clearer, as a lamp which has been flaming all the day with light unseen becomes a glory in the room when the sun is gone down.

At length I felt tired, and would go home.  Yet I lingered for a few moments in the vestry, thinking what hymns would harmonize best with the things I wanted to make my people think about.  It was now almost quite dark out of doors—­at least as dark as it would be.

Suddenly through the gloom I thought I heard a moan and a sob.  I sat upright in my chair and listened.  But I heard nothing more, and concluded I had deceived myself.  After a few moments, I rose to go home and have some tea, and turn my mind rather away from than towards the subject of witness-bearing any more for that night, lest I should burn the fuel of it out before I came to warm the people with it, and should have to blow its embers instead of flashing its light and heat upon them in gladness.  So I left the church by my vestry-door, which I closed behind me, and took my way along the path through the clustering group of graves.