I knew not, and yet gazing upon them, thought which
took no words to clothe itself mutely read their meaning.
Here were the culminations of the human, towering
images of the good and evil man may aspire to.
I looked at the face of the evil adept. His
bright red-brown eyes burned with a strange radiance
of power; I felt an answering emotion of pride, of
personal intoxication, of psychic richness rise up
within me gazing upon him. His face was archetypal;
the abstract passion which eluded me in the features
of many people I knew, was here declared, exultant,
defiant, giantesque; it seem to leap like fire, to
be free. In this face I was close to the legendary
past, to the hopeless worlds where men were martyred
by stony kings, where prayer was hopeless, where pity
was none. I traced a resemblance to many of
the great Destroyers in history whose features have
been preserved, Napoleon, Ramses and a hundred others,
named and nameless, the long line of those who were
crowned and sceptered in cruelty. His strength
was in human weakness, I saw this, for space and the
hearts of men were bare before me. Out of space
there flowed to him a stream half invisible of red;
it nourished that rich radiant energy of passion;
it flowed from men as they walked and brooded in loneliness,
or as they tossed in sleep. I withdrew my gaze
from this face which awoke in me a lurid sense accompaniment,
and turned it on the other. An aura of pale soft
blue was around this figure through which gleamed
an underlight as of universal gold. The vision
was already dim and departing, but I caught a glimpse
of a face godlike in its calm, terrible in the beauty
of a life we know only in dreams, with strength which
is the end of the hero’s toil, which belongs
to the many times martyred soul; yet not far away
not in the past was its power, it was the might of
life which exists eternally. I understood how
easy it would have been for this one to have ended
the conflict, to have gained a material victory by
its power, but this would not have touched on or furthered
its spiritual ends. Only its real being had
force to attract that real being which was shrouded
in the wavering figure. This truth the adept
of darkness knew also and therefore he intensified
within the sense of pride and passionate personality.
Therefore they stirred not a hand nor a foot while
under the stimulus of their presence culminated the
good and evil in the life which had appealed to a
higher tribunal to decide. Then this figure wavering
between the two moved forward and touched with its
hand the Son of Light. All at once the scene
and actors vanished, and the eye that saw them was
closed, I was alone with darkness and a hurricane
of thoughts.
Strange and powerful figures! I knew your secret of strength, it is only to be, nature quickened by your presence leaps up in response. I knew no less the freedom of that human soul, for your power only revealed its unmanifest nature, it but precipitated experience. I knew that although the gods and cosmic powers may war over us for ever, it is we alone declare them victors or vanquished.