The Guest of Quesnay eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 238 pages of information about The Guest of Quesnay.

The Guest of Quesnay eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 238 pages of information about The Guest of Quesnay.

“I know how that is,” I responded.  “At least I did know—­a few years ago.”

“Everything is a jumble with me,” he went on happily, in a confidential tone, “yet it’s a heavenly kind of jumble.  I can’t put anything into words.  I don’t think very well yet, though Keredec is trying to teach me.  My thoughts don’t run in order, and this that’s happened seems to make them wilder, queerer—­” He stopped short.

“What has happened?”

He paused in his sentry-go, facing me, and answered, in a low voice: 

“I’ve seen her again.”

“Yes, I know.”

“She told me you knew it,” he said, “—­that she had told you.”

“Yes.”

“But that’s not all,” he said, his voice rising a little.  “I saw her again the day after she told you—­”

“You did!” I murmured.

“Oh, I tell myself that it’s a dream,” he cried, “that it can’t be true.  For it has been every day since then!  That’s why I haven’t joined you in the woods.  I have been with her, walking with her, listening to her, looking at her—­always feeling that it must be unreal and that I must try not to wake up.  She has been so kind—­so wonderfully, beautifully kind to me!”

“She has met you?” I asked, thinking ruefully of George Ward, now on the high seas in the pleasant company of old hopes renewed.

“She has let me meet her.  And to-day we lunched at the inn at Dives and then walked by the sea all afternoon.  She gave me the whole day—­the whole day!  You see”—­he began to pace again—­“you see I was right, and you were wrong.  She wasn’t offended—­she was glad—­that I couldn’t help speaking to her; she has said so.”

“Do you think,” I interrupted, “that she would wish you to tell me this?”

“Ah, she likes you!” he said so heartily, and appearing meanwhile so satisfied with the completeness of his reply, that I was fain to take some satisfaction in it myself.  “What I wanted most to say to you,” he went on, “is this:  you remember you promised to tell me whatever you could learn about her—­and about her husband?”

“I remember.”

“It’s different now.  I don’t want you to,” he said.  “I want only to know what she tells me herself.  She has told me very little, but I know when the time comes she will tell me everything.  But I wouldn’t hasten it.  I wouldn’t have anything changed from just this!”

“You mean—­”

“I mean the way it is.  If I could hope to see her every day, to be in the woods with her, or down by the shore—­oh, I don’t want to know anything but that!”

“No doubt you have told her,” I ventured, “a good deal about yourself,” and was instantly ashamed of myself.  I suppose I spoke out of a sense of protest against Mrs. Harman’s strange lack of conventionality, against so charming a lady’s losing her head as completely as she seemed to have lost hers, and it may have been, too, out of a feeling of jealousy for poor George—­possibly even out of a little feeling of the same sort on my own account.  But I couldn’t have said it except for the darkness, and, as I say, I was instantly ashamed.

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