had done the work of two, and had never known affection;
she had been poorly clothed and had received the smallest
wages. Relations she had practically none; an
uncle she had once had, a butler, left behind in the
country as useless, and other uncles of hers were
peasants—that was all. At one time
she had passed for a beauty, but her good looks were
very soon over. In disposition, she was very
meek, or, rather, scared; towards herself, she felt
perfect indifference; of others, she stood in mortal
dread; she thought of nothing but how to get her work
done in good time, never talked to any one, and trembled
at the very name of her mistress, though the latter
scarcely knew her by sight. When Gerasim was
brought from the country, she was ready to die with
fear on seeing his huge figure, tried all she could
to avoid meeting him, even dropped her eyelids when
sometimes she chanced to run past him, hurrying from
the house to the laundry. Gerasim at first paid
no special attention to her, then he used to smile
when she came his way, then he began even to stare
admiringly at her, and at last he never took his eyes
off her. She took his fancy, whether by the
mild expression of her face or the timidity of her
movements, who can tell? So one day she was stealing
across the yard, with a starched dressing-jacket of
her mistress’s carefully poised on her outspread
fingers . . . some one suddenly grasped her vigorously
by the elbow; she turned round and fairly screamed;
behind her stood Gerasim. With a foolish smile,
making inarticulate caressing grunts, he held out
to her a gingerbread cock with gold tinsel on his tail
and wings. She was about to refuse it, but he
thrust it forcibly into her hand, shook his head,
walked away, and turning round, once more grunted something
very affectionately to her.
From that day forward he gave her no peace; wherever
she went, he was on the spot at once, coming to meet
her, smiling, grunting, waving his hands; all at once
he would pull a ribbon out of the bosom of his smock
and put it in her hand, or would sweep the dust out
of her way. The poor girl simply did not know
how to behave or what to do. Soon the whole
household knew of the dumb porter’s wiles; jeers,
jokes, sly hints, were showered upon Tatiana.
At Gerasim, however, it was not every one who would
dare to scoff; he did not like jokes; indeed, in his
presence, she, too, was left in peace. Whether
she liked it or not, the girl found herself to be
under his protection. Like all deaf-mutes, he
was very suspicious, and very readily perceived when
they were laughing at him or at her. One day,
at dinner, the wardrobe-keeper, Tatiana’s superior,
fell to nagging, as it is called, at her, and brought
the poor thing to such a state that she did not know
where to look, and was almost crying with vexation.
Gerasim got up all of a sudden, stretched out his
gigantic hand, laid it on the wardrobe-maid’s
head, and looked into her face with such grim ferocity