Listening again, I heard faintly — it is not with the ears that one hears these things — the unuttered complaints of those tired mothers, worn-out women, despairing men, and the singing, in dark alleys and in hot areas, of caged birds. There are thousands of caged creatures, other than birds, in London in August, men, women, and children. Hats off, then, to the little feathered Christians who sing for their fellow-prisoners a paean of praise. It is perhaps easier to sing to the patch of blue sky when you do not know that it will be hidden behind clouds tomorrow.
“They’ve come,” cried Nannie.
“O Aunt Woggles!” said Hugh, “I’ve brought you a lovely caterpillar wrapped up in grass.”
“And I’ve brought you one of my very own bantam eggs,” said Betty. “I’ve kept it ever so long for you.”
Then it will be bad, said Hugh.
“Oh, not so long as to be bad,” said Betty. “You will eat it, won’t you, Aunt Woggles?”
Nannie was radiantly happy at tea that day, but I think her happiness was supreme when she fetched me later to look at the children asleep. We stole into Betty’s room together, and Nannie shaded the candle as she held it, for me to look at what is assuredly the loveliest thing on God’s earth — a sleeping child.
Nannie, in an eloquent silence, pointed to the chair on which lay Betty’s clean clothes, folded ready for the morning, and to her hairy horse which she had brought for company. Her blue slippers were beside the bed. Then we went into Hugh’s room. He, too, lay peaceful and beautiful, his clothes folded ready for the morning, and his pistol beside him in case he was “attacked.” His slippers were red, and Nannie, at the sight of them, cried quietly. To some happy mothers a child’s slippers mean nothing more than size two or three, and serve only to remind her how quickly children grow out of things!
But to Nannie they brought back memories of years of happiness, through which little feet, in just the same sort of slippers, had pattered, stumbling here, falling there, picked up, and guided by her. But she thought most of the little feet in just that sort of slippers, that had stopped still forever early on their life’s journey. It is the voices that are hushed that call most distinctly, the footsteps that stop that are most carefully traced. It is the children who have gone that stand and beckon!
Chapter XI
Pauline’s wedding-day dawned gloriously bright and beautiful. The whole village was up and doing, very early, putting the finishing touches to the decorations.