“We go, but ere we go
from home,
As
down the garden-walks I move,
Two
spirits of a diverse love
Contend for loving masterdom.
“One whispers, ’Here
thy boyhood sung
Long
since its matin song, and heard
The
low love-language of the bird
In native hazels tassel-hung.’
“The other answers,
’Yea, but here
Thy
feet have stray’d in after hours
With
thy lost friend among the bowers,
And this hath made them trebly
dear.’”
The poem moves on, and once again in the new home Christmas comes round. Here everything is strange, the very bells seem like strangers’ voices. But with this new life new strength has come, and sorrow has henceforth lost its sting. And with the ringing of the New Year bells a new tone comes into the poem, a tone no more of despair, but of hope.
“Ring out, wild bells,
to the wild sky,
The
flying cloud, the frosty light:
The
year is dying in the night;
Ring out, wild bells, and
let him die.
“Ring out the old, ring
in the new,
Ring,
happy bells, across the snow:
The
year is going, let him go;
Ring out the false, ring in
the true.
“Ring out the grief
that saps the mind,
For
those that here we see no more;
Ring
out the feud of rich and poor,
Ring in redress to all mankind.
. . . . . .
“Ring in the valiant
man and free,
The
larger heart, the kindlier hand;
Ring
out the darkness of the land,
Ring in the Christ that is
to be.”
After this the tone of the poem changes and the poet says—
“I will not shut me
from my kind,
And,
lest I stiffen into stone,
I
will not eat my heart alone,
Nor feed with sighs a passing
wind:
. . . . .
“Regret is dead, but
love is more
Than
in the summers that are flown,
For
I myself with these have grown
To something greater than
before.”
One more event is recorded, the wedding of the poet’s younger sister, nine years after the death of his friend. And with this note of gladness and hope in the future the poem ends.
Time heals all things, and time healed Tennyson’s grief. But there was another reason, of which we hardly catch a glimpse in the poem, for his return to peace and hope. Another love had come into his life, the love of the lady who one day was to be his wife. At first, however, it seemed a hopeless love, for in spite of his growing reputation as a poet, Tennyson was still poor, too poor to marry. And so for fourteen years he worked and waited, at times wellnigh losing hope. But at length the waiting was over and the wedding took place. Tennyson amused the guests by saying that it was the nicest wedding he had ever been at. And long afterwards with solemn thankfulness he said, speaking of his wife, “The peace of God came into my life before the altar when I wedded her.”