Line steamer that had picked up these four floating in a boat upon the discreet sunset glow of the sea, they had been after the first day looked askance upon.  The fat skipper told some story, the others had been silent, and at first it had been accepted.  You don’t cross-examine poor castaways you had the good luck to save, if not from cruel death, then at least from cruel suffering.  Afterwards, with time to think it over, it might have struck the officers of the Avondale that there was “something fishy” in the affair; but of course they would keep their doubts to themselves.  They had picked up the captain, the mate, and two engineers of the steamer Patna sunk at sea, and that, very properly, was enough for them.  I did not ask Jim about the nature of his feelings during the ten days he spent on board.  From the way he narrated that part I was at liberty to infer he was partly stunned by the discovery he had made—­the discovery about himself—­and no doubt was at work trying to explain it away to the only man who was capable of appreciating all its tremendous magnitude.  You must understand he did not try to minimise its importance.  Of that I am sure; and therein lies his distinction.  As to what sensations he experienced when he got ashore and heard the unforeseen conclusion of the tale in which he had taken such a pitiful part, he told me nothing of them, and it is difficult to imagine.

’I wonder whether he felt the ground cut from under his feet?  I wonder?  But no doubt he managed to get a fresh foothold very soon.  He was ashore a whole fortnight waiting in the Sailors’ Home, and as there were six or seven men staying there at the time, I had heard of him a little.  Their languid opinion seemed to be that, in addition to his other shortcomings, he was a sulky brute.  He had passed these days on the verandah, buried in a long chair, and coming out of his place of sepulture only at meal-times or late at night, when he wandered on the quays all by himself, detached from his surroundings, irresolute and silent, like a ghost without a home to haunt.  “I don’t think I’ve spoken three words to a living soul in all that time,” he said, making me very sorry for him; and directly he added, “One of these fellows would have been sure to blurt out something I had made up my mind not to put up with, and I didn’t want a row.  No!  Not then.  I was too—­too . . .  I had no heart for it.”  “So that bulkhead held out after all,” I remarked cheerfully.  “Yes,” he murmured, “it held.  And yet I swear to you I felt it bulge under my hand.”  “It’s extraordinary what strains old iron will stand sometimes,” I said.  Thrown back in his seat, his legs stiffly out and arms hanging down, he nodded slightly several times.  You could not conceive a sadder spectacle.  Suddenly he lifted his head; he sat up; he slapped his thigh.  “Ah! what a chance missed!  My God! what a chance missed!” he blazed out, but the ring of the last “missed” resembled a cry wrung out by pain.