from some foreign Government, in commemoration of these services.  He was acutely aware of his merits and of his rewards.  I liked him well enough, though some I know—­meek, friendly men at that—­couldn’t stand him at any price.  I haven’t the slightest doubt he considered himself vastly my superior—­indeed, had you been Emperor of East and West, you could not have ignored your inferiority in his presence—­but I couldn’t get up any real sentiment of offence.  He did not despise me for anything I could help, for anything I was—­don’t you know?  I was a negligible quantity simply because I was not the fortunate man of the earth, not Montague Brierly in command of the Ossa, not the owner of an inscribed gold chronometer and of silver-mounted binoculars testifying to the excellence of my seamanship and to my indomitable pluck; not possessed of an acute sense of my merits and of my rewards, besides the love and worship of a black retriever, the most wonderful of its kind—­for never was such a man loved thus by such a dog.  No doubt, to have all this forced upon you was exasperating enough; but when I reflected that I was associated in these fatal disadvantages with twelve hundred millions of other more or less human beings, I found I could bear my share of his good-natured and contemptuous pity for the sake of something indefinite and attractive in the man.  I have never defined to myself this attraction, but there were moments when I envied him.  The sting of life could do no more to his complacent soul than the scratch of a pin to the smooth face of a rock.  This was enviable.  As I looked at him, flanking on one side the unassuming pale-faced magistrate who presided at the inquiry, his self-satisfaction presented to me and to the world a surface as hard as granite.  He committed suicide very soon after.

’No wonder Jim’s case bored him, and while I thought with something akin to fear of the immensity of his contempt for the young man under examination, he was probably holding silent inquiry into his own case.  The verdict must have been of unmitigated guilt, and he took the secret of the evidence with him in that leap into the sea.  If I understand anything of men, the matter was no doubt of the gravest import, one of those trifles that awaken ideas—­start into life some thought with which a man unused to such a companionship finds it impossible to live.  I am in a position to know that it wasn’t money, and it wasn’t drink, and it wasn’t woman.  He jumped overboard at sea barely a week after the end of the inquiry, and less than three days after leaving port on his outward passage; as though on that exact spot in the midst of waters he had suddenly perceived the gates of the other world flung open wide for his reception.