Lord Jim eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 490 pages of information about Lord Jim.

Lord Jim eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 490 pages of information about Lord Jim.
its strength at our backs,” you had said.  “We want a belief in its necessity and its justice, to make a worthy and conscious sacrifice of our lives.  Without it the sacrifice is only forgetfulness, the way of offering is no better than the way to perdition.”  In other words, you maintained that we must fight in the ranks or our lives don’t count.  Possibly!  You ought to know—­be it said without malice—­you who have rushed into one or two places single-handed and came out cleverly, without singeing your wings.  The point, however, is that of all mankind Jim had no dealings but with himself, and the question is whether at the last he had not confessed to a faith mightier than the laws of order and progress.

’I affirm nothing.  Perhaps you may pronounce—­after you’ve read.  There is much truth—­after all—­in the common expression “under a cloud.”  It is impossible to see him clearly—­especially as it is through the eyes of others that we take our last look at him.  I have no hesitation in imparting to you all I know of the last episode that, as he used to say, had “come to him.”  One wonders whether this was perhaps that supreme opportunity, that last and satisfying test for which I had always suspected him to be waiting, before he could frame a message to the impeccable world.  You remember that when I was leaving him for the last time he had asked whether I would be going home soon, and suddenly cried after me, “Tell them . . .”  I had waited—­curious I’ll own, and hopeful too—­only to hear him shout, “No—­nothing.”  That was all then—­and there will be nothing more; there will be no message, unless such as each of us can interpret for himself from the language of facts, that are so often more enigmatic than the craftiest arrangement of words.  He made, it is true, one more attempt to deliver himself; but that too failed, as you may perceive if you look at the sheet of greyish foolscap enclosed here.  He had tried to write; do you notice the commonplace hand?  It is headed “The Fort, Patusan.”  I suppose he had carried out his intention of making out of his house a place of defence.  It was an excellent plan:  a deep ditch, an earth wall topped by a palisade, and at the angles guns mounted on platforms to sweep each side of the square.  Doramin had agreed to furnish him the guns; and so each man of his party would know there was a place of safety, upon which every faithful partisan could rally in case of some sudden danger.  All this showed his judicious foresight, his faith in the future.  What he called “my own people”—­the liberated captives of the Sherif—­were to make a distinct quarter of Patusan, with their huts and little plots of ground under the walls of the stronghold.  Within he would be an invincible host in himself “The Fort, Patusan.”  No date, as you observe.  What is a number and a name to a day of days?  It is also impossible to say whom he had in his mind when he seized the pen:  Stein—­myself—­the world at large—­or

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