“I can stop his game,” Jim said to her
once. “Just say the word.” And
do you know what she answered? She said—Jim
told me impressively—that if she had not
been sure he was intensely wretched himself, she would
have found the courage to kill him with her own hands.
“Just fancy that! The poor devil of a girl,
almost a child, being driven to talk like that,”
he exclaimed in horror. It seemed impossible
to save her not only from that mean rascal but even
from herself! It wasn’t that he pitied her
so much, he affirmed; it was more than pity; it was
as if he had something on his conscience, while that
life went on. To leave the house would have appeared
a base desertion. He had understood at last that
there was nothing to expect from a longer stay, neither
accounts nor money, nor truth of any sort, but he
stayed on, exasperating Cornelius to the verge, I
won’t say of insanity, but almost of courage.
Meantime he felt all sorts of dangers gathering obscurely
about him. Doramin had sent over twice a trusty
servant to tell him seriously that he could do nothing
for his safety unless he would recross the river again
and live amongst the Bugis as at first. People
of every condition used to call, often in the dead
of night, in order to disclose to him plots for his
assassination. He was to be poisoned. He
was to be stabbed in the bath-house. Arrangements
were being made to have him shot from a boat on the
river. Each of these informants professed himself
to be his very good friend. It was enough—he
told me—to spoil a fellow’s rest for
ever. Something of the kind was extremely possible—nay,
probable—but the lying warnings gave him
only the sense of deadly scheming going on all around
him, on all sides, in the dark. Nothing more calculated
to shake the best of nerve. Finally, one night,
Cornelius himself, with a great apparatus of alarm
and secrecy, unfolded in solemn wheedling tones a
little plan wherein for one hundred dollars—or
even for eighty; let’s say eighty—he,
Cornelius, would procure a trustworthy man to smuggle
Jim out of the river, all safe. There was nothing
else for it now—if Jim cared a pin for
his life. What’s eighty dollars? A
trifle. An insignificant sum. While he,
Cornelius, who had to remain behind, was absolutely
courting death by this proof of devotion to Mr. Stein’s
young friend. The sight of his abject grimacing
was—Jim told me—very hard to
bear: he clutched at his hair, beat his breast,
rocked himself to and fro with his hands pressed to
his stomach, and actually pretended to shed tears.
“Your blood be on your own head,” he squeaked
at last, and rushed out. It is a curious question
how far Cornelius was sincere in that performance.
Jim confessed to me that he did not sleep a wink after
the fellow had gone. He lay on his back on a thin
mat spread over the bamboo flooring, trying idly to
make out the bare rafters, and listening to the rustlings
in the torn thatch. A star suddenly twinkled through