Her manner presented a curious combination of shyness
and audacity. Every pretty smile was succeeded
swiftly by a look of silent, repressed anxiety, as
if put to flight by the recollection of some abiding
danger. At times she would sit down with us and,
with her soft cheek dimpled by the knuckles of her
little hand, she would listen to our talk; her big
clear eyes would remain fastened on our lips, as though
each pronounced word had a visible shape. Her
mother had taught her to read and write; she had learned
a good bit of English from Jim, and she spoke it most
amusingly, with his own clipping, boyish intonation.
Her tenderness hovered over him like a flutter of wings.
She lived so completely in his contemplation that
she had acquired something of his outward aspect,
something that recalled him in her movements, in the
way she stretched her arm, turned her head, directed
her glances. Her vigilant affection had an intensity
that made it almost perceptible to the senses; it
seemed actually to exist in the ambient matter of
space, to envelop him like a peculiar fragrance, to
dwell in the sunshine like a tremulous, subdued, and
impassioned note. I suppose you think that I
too am romantic, but it is a mistake. I am relating
to you the sober impressions of a bit of youth, of
a strange uneasy romance that had come in my way.
I observed with interest the work of his—well—good
fortune. He was jealously loved, but why she should
be jealous, and of what, I could not tell. The
land, the people, the forests were her accomplices,
guarding him with vigilant accord, with an air of
seclusion, of mystery, of invincible possession.
There was no appeal, as it were; he was imprisoned
within the very freedom of his power, and she, though
ready to make a footstool of her head for his feet,
guarded her conquest inflexibly—as though
he were hard to keep. The very Tamb’ Itam,
marching on our journeys upon the heels of his white
lord, with his head thrown back, truculent and be-weaponed
like a janissary, with kriss, chopper, and lance (besides
carrying Jim’s gun); even Tamb’ Itam allowed
himself to put on the airs of uncompromising guardianship,
like a surly devoted jailer ready to lay down his life
for his captive. On the evenings when we sat
up late, his silent, indistinct form would pass and
repass under the verandah, with noiseless footsteps,
or lifting my head I would unexpectedly make him out
standing rigidly erect in the shadow. As a general
rule he would vanish after a time, without a sound;
but when we rose he would spring up close to us as
if from the ground, ready for any orders Jim might
wish to give. The girl too, I believe, never
went to sleep till we had separated for the night.
More than once I saw her and Jim through the window
of my room come out together quietly and lean on the
rough balustrade—two white forms very close,
his arm about her waist, her head on his shoulder.
Their soft murmurs reached me, penetrating, tender,
with a calm sad note in the stillness of the night,