the compass, would glance around the unattainable
horizon, would stretch himself till his joints cracked,
with a leisurely twist of the body, in the very excess
of well-being; and, as if made audacious by the invincible
aspect of the peace, he felt he cared for nothing
that could happen to him to the end of his days.
From time to time he glanced idly at a chart pegged
out with four drawing-pins on a low three-legged table
abaft the steering-gear case. The sheet of paper
portraying the depths of the sea presented a shiny
surface under the light of a bull’s-eye lamp
lashed to a stanchion, a surface as level and smooth
as the glimmering surface of the waters. Parallel
rulers with a pair of dividers reposed on it; the
ship’s position at last noon was marked with
a small black cross, and the straight pencil-line
drawn firmly as far as Perim figured the course of
the ship—the path of souls towards the holy
place, the promise of salvation, the reward of eternal
life—while the pencil with its sharp end
touching the Somali coast lay round and still like
a naked ship’s spar floating in the pool of
a sheltered dock. ‘How steady she goes,’
thought Jim with wonder, with something like gratitude
for this high peace of sea and sky. At such times
his thoughts would be full of valorous deeds:
he loved these dreams and the success of his imaginary
achievements. They were the best parts of life,
its secret truth, its hidden reality. They had
a gorgeous virility, the charm of vagueness, they
passed before him with an heroic tread; they carried
his soul away with them and made it drunk with the
divine philtre of an unbounded confidence in itself.
There was nothing he could not face. He was so
pleased with the idea that he smiled, keeping perfunctorily
his eyes ahead; and when he happened to glance back
he saw the white streak of the wake drawn as straight
by the ship’s keel upon the sea as the black
line drawn by the pencil upon the chart.
The ash-buckets racketed, clanking up and down the
stoke-hold ventilators, and this tin-pot clatter warned
him the end of his watch was near. He sighed
with content, with regret as well at having to part
from that serenity which fostered the adventurous freedom
of his thoughts. He was a little sleepy too,
and felt a pleasurable languor running through every
limb as though all the blood in his body had turned
to warm milk. His skipper had come up noiselessly,
in pyjamas and with his sleeping-jacket flung wide
open. Red of face, only half awake, the left
eye partly closed, the right staring stupid and glassy,
he hung his big head over the chart and scratched
his ribs sleepily. There was something obscene
in the sight of his naked flesh. His bared breast
glistened soft and greasy as though he had sweated
out his fat in his sleep. He pronounced a professional
remark in a voice harsh and dead, resembling the rasping
sound of a wood-file on the edge of a plank; the fold
of his double chin hung like a bag triced up close