Lord Jim eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 490 pages of information about Lord Jim.

Lord Jim eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 490 pages of information about Lord Jim.

’I made a trip to the northward, and when I returned I found another letter from my friend waiting for me.  It was the first envelope I tore open.  “There are no spoons missing, as far as I know,” ran the first line; “I haven’t been interested enough to inquire.  He is gone, leaving on the breakfast-table a formal little note of apology, which is either silly or heartless.  Probably both—­and it’s all one to me.  Allow me to say, lest you should have some more mysterious young men in reserve, that I have shut up shop, definitely and for ever.  This is the last eccentricity I shall be guilty of.  Do not imagine for a moment that I care a hang; but he is very much regretted at tennis-parties, and for my own sake I’ve told a plausible lie at the club. . . .”  I flung the letter aside and started looking through the batch on my table, till I came upon Jim’s handwriting.  Would you believe it?  One chance in a hundred!  But it is always that hundredth chance!  That little second engineer of the Patna had turned up in a more or less destitute state, and got a temporary job of looking after the machinery of the mill.  “I couldn’t stand the familiarity of the little beast,” Jim wrote from a seaport seven hundred miles south of the place where he should have been in clover.  “I am now for the time with Egstrom & Blake, ship-chandlers, as their—­well—­runner, to call the thing by its right name.  For reference I gave them your name, which they know of course, and if you could write a word in my favour it would be a permanent employment.”  I was utterly crushed under the ruins of my castle, but of course I wrote as desired.  Before the end of the year my new charter took me that way, and I had an opportunity of seeing him.

’He was still with Egstrom & Blake, and we met in what they called “our parlour” opening out of the store.  He had that moment come in from boarding a ship, and confronted me head down, ready for a tussle.  “What have you got to say for yourself?” I began as soon as we had shaken hands.  “What I wrote you—­nothing more,” he said stubbornly.  “Did the fellow blab—­or what?” I asked.  He looked up at me with a troubled smile.  “Oh, no!  He didn’t.  He made it a kind of confidential business between us.  He was most damnably mysterious whenever I came over to the mill; he would wink at me in a respectful manner—­as much as to say ’We know what we know.’  Infernally fawning and familiar—­and that sort of thing . . .”  He threw himself into a chair and stared down his legs.  “One day we happened to be alone and the fellow had the cheek to say, ’Well, Mr. James’—­I was called Mr. James there as if I had been the son—­’here we are together once more.  This is better than the old ship—­ain’t it?’ . . .  Wasn’t it appalling, eh?  I looked at him, and he put on a knowing air.  ‘Don’t you be uneasy, sir,’ he says.  ’I know a gentleman when I see one, and I know how a gentleman feels.  I hope, though, you will be keeping me on this job.  I had a hard time of it too, along of that rotten old Patna racket.’  Jove!  It was awful.  I don’t know what I should have said or done if I had not just then heard Mr. Denver calling me in the passage.  It was tiffin-time, and we walked together across the yard and through the garden to the bungalow.  He began to chaff me in his kindly way . . .  I believe he liked me . . .”

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