the most modest lodgings they could find within easy
access of the gardens. Then; very warily and
gently, Saint-Cyr unfolded to Pauline his new-born
hopes. She was terribly alarmed at first and
sobbed piteously. ‘It is so wicked to
gamble, Georges,’ she said;—’
no blessing can follow such a plan as yours.
And I dare not tell papa about it.’ ‘It
would be wicked, no doubt,’ said Georges, ’to
play against one’s friend or one’s neighbor,
as they do in clubs and private circles, because
in such cases if one is lucky, someone else is beggared,
and the money one puts in one’s pocket leaves
the other players so much the poorer. But here
it is quite another thing. We play against
a great firm, an administration, whom our individual
successes do not affect, and which makes a trade of
the whole concern. Scruples are out of place
under such circumstances. Playing at Monte
Carlo hurts nobody but oneself, and is not nearly so
reprehensible as the legitimate “business”
that goes on daily at the Bourse.’ ‘Still,’
faltered Pauline, `such horrid persons do play, —such
men,—such women! It is not respectable.’
`It is not respectable for most people certainly,’
he said, `because other ways of earning are open
to them. The idle come here, the dissolute,
the good-for-nothings. I know all that.
But we are quite differently placed; and have
no other means of getting money to live with.
At those tables, Pauline, I shall be working for
you as sincerely and honestly as though I were buying
up shares or investing in foreign railroads.
It is the name and tradition of the thing that frightens
you. Look it in the face and you will own that
it is simply . . . speculation.’ `Georges,’
said Pauline, you know best. Do as you like,
dear; I understand nothing, and you were always clever.’
“So Saint-Cyr had his way, and went to work
accordingly, without loss of time, a little shyly
at first, not daring to venture on any considerable
stake. So he remained for a week at the roulette
tables; because at the rouge et noir one can only
play with gold. The week came to an end and
found him neither richer nor poorer. Then he
grew bolder and ventured into the deeper water.
He played on rouge et noir, with luck the first
day or two, but after that fortune turned dead against
him. He said nothing of it to Pauline, who
came every day into the rooms at intervals to seek
him and say a few words, sometimes leading him out
for air when he looked weary, or beguiling him away
on pretence of her own need for companionship or
for a walk. No doubt the poor girl suffered much;
anxiety, loneliness, and a lingering shame which
she could not suppress, paled her cheeks, and made
her thin and careworn. She dared not ask how
things were going, but her husband’s silence
and the increased sickliness of his aspect set her
heart beating heavily with dread. Alone in
her room she must have wept much during all this sad
time, for my friend Dr S. says that when she made
her first call upon his services he noted the signs
of tears upon her face, and taxed her with the fact,
getting from her the reply that she ‘often cried.’