face and curly hair, always so cheerful, always so
good-humoured, always so unconscious of his own attractiveness,
that wherever he went, everybody was sure to trust
and to idolise him. Ay, and to love him too sometimes,
but not as Adelais Cameron did, when her full womanly
soul awoke first to the living intensity of passion,
and she found in him the one god at whose feet to
cast all her new wealth of tenderness and homage.
Never before had Maurice Gray been so beloved, never
before had his own love been so desired and coveted
by human soul. And now that the greatest blessing
of earth lay so ready to his grasp, Maurice neither
perceived the value of the gift, nor understood that
it was offered to him. Such was the position
when Christmas Day arrived, and the widower begged
that Mrs Lamertine and her niece would do him the
pleasure to dine in his house and spend the evening
there, that they might sing songs and play forfeits
together and keep up the ancient institutions of
the time, as well as so tiny and staid a party could
manage to do; to which sociable invitation, the old
dame, nothing averse to pleasant fellowship at any
season, readily consented. But when Adelais
Cameron entered Mr Gray’s drawing-room that
Christmas evening with her soft white dress floating
about her like a hazy cloud, and a single bunch of
snowdrops in the coils of her golden hair, Stephen’s
heart leapt in his throat, and he said to himself
that never until now had he known how exceeding perfect
and sweet was the beautiful woman whom he loved with
so absorbing a tenderness. Alas, that life
should be at times such a terribly earnest game of
cross purposes, such an intensely bitter reality
of mistakes and blunders! Alas, that men and
women can read so little of each other’s heart,
and yet can comprehend so well the language of their
own!
All the evening, throughout the conversation and the
forfeits and the merry-making, Stephen Gray spoke
and moved and thought only for Adelais, and she for
Stephen’s twin brother. It was for Maurice
that she sang, while Stephen stood beside her at
the piano, drinking in the tender passionate notes
as though they were sweet wine for which all his
soul were athirst; it was at Maurice that she smiled,
while Stephen’s eyes were on her face, and
to Maurice that she prattled and sported and made
mirthful jests, while Stephen alone heeded all that
she said and did; for the younger brother was reflected
in every purpose and thought of hers, even as her own
image lay mirrored continually in the heart and thoughts
of the elder.
But before the hour of parting came that night, Stephen
drew Adelais aside from the others as they sat laughing
and talking over some long-winded story of the old
wine-merchant’s experiences, and told her what
she, in the blindness of her own wild love, had never
guessed nor dreamed of,—all the deep adoration
and worship of his soul. And when it was told,
she said nothing for a few minutes, but only stood
motionless and surprised, without a blush or tremor
or sigh, and he, looking earnestly into her fair
uplifted face, saw with unutterable pain that there
was no response there to the passionate yearning
of his own.