money then, and besides, I can make lace, and I thought
it would not be long before Antoine and I got married.
But he had left the house of business for which he
had worked, and they knew nothing of him at his lodgings,
and there were ever so many of my letters on the
table in the conciergerie unopened.—So
I could learn nothing, for no one knew where he had
gone, and little by little the money I had brought
with me went in food for me and Bambin. Then
somebody told me that Maman Paquet had a room to
let that was cheap, and I went there and tried to
live on my lace-making, always hoping that Antoine
would come to find me. But the air of the pace
was so horrible—oh, so horrible after
our village!—and I got the fever, and fell
sick, and could do no work at all. And by degrees
I sold all the things I had—my lace-pillow
and all—and when they were gone the old
woman wanted me to sell Bambin, because he was clever,
and she was sure I could get a good price for him.
But I would rather have sold the heart out of my
body, and so I told her. Then she was angry,
and turned us both out, Bambin and me, and we went
wandering about all day till at last I got very faint
and tired, for I had been ill a long time, monsieur,
and we had nothing to eat, so that I lost my senses
and fell in the road all at once, and a cart went
over me. Then the people picked me up, and
carried me here, but none of them knew Bambin, and
I had fainted and could tell them nothing. So
they must have driven him away, thinking he was a
strange dog, and had no right to follow me.
And when my senses came back I was in the hospital,
and Bambin was gone, and I thought I never should see
him again.”
She sank down on her pillow and drew a great sigh
of relief. It had evidently comforted her to
tell her story to sympathetic listeners. Poor
child! Scant sympathy could she have found in
Maman Paquet’s unwomanly breast and evil associations.
We were silent when she had finished, and in the
silence we heard through the open window the joyous
song of the birds, and the hum of the bees wandering
blithely from flower to flower, laden with their
sweets,—sounds that never cease through
all the long summer days. Alas! how strange
and sad a contrast it is,—the eternal and
exuberant gladness of Nature’s soulless children,—the
universal inevitable misery of human lives!
Presently the religieuse who had the charge of the
adjoining ward opened the door softly and called
Eugene.
“Monsieur, will you come to No. 7 for a moment?
Her wound is bleeding again badly.”
He looked up, nodded, and rose from his seat.
“I must go for the present, Gervais,”
said he. “If you stay with our little
friend, don’t let her disarrange her arm.
The ribs are all right now, but the humerus is a
longer affair. Au revoir!”
But I found Noemi too much excited and fatigued for
further conversation; so, promising to take every
possible care of Bambin and to come again and see
her very soon, I withdrew to the adjoining ward and
joined Eugene.