The Mystery of Edwin Drood eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 361 pages of information about The Mystery of Edwin Drood.
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The Mystery of Edwin Drood eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 361 pages of information about The Mystery of Edwin Drood.

’I’m attending to you.  Says you just now, Look here.  Says I now, I’m attending to ye.  We was talking just before of your being used to it.’

’I know all that.  I was only thinking.  Look here.  Suppose you had something in your mind; something you were going to do.’

‘Yes, deary; something I was going to do?’

‘But had not quite determined to do.’

‘Yes, deary.’

‘Might or might not do, you understand.’

‘Yes.’  With the point of a needle she stirs the contents of the bowl.

’Should you do it in your fancy, when you were lying here doing this?’

She nods her head.  ‘Over and over again.’

’Just like me!  I did it over and over again.  I have done it hundreds of thousands of times in this room.’

‘It’s to be hoped it was pleasant to do, deary.’

‘It was pleasant to do!’

He says this with a savage air, and a spring or start at her.  Quite unmoved she retouches and replenishes the contents of the bowl with her little spatula.  Seeing her intent upon the occupation, he sinks into his former attitude.

’It was a journey, a difficult and dangerous journey.  That was the subject in my mind.  A hazardous and perilous journey, over abysses where a slip would be destruction.  Look down, look down!  You see what lies at the bottom there?’

He has darted forward to say it, and to point at the ground, as though at some imaginary object far beneath.  The woman looks at him, as his spasmodic face approaches close to hers, and not at his pointing.  She seems to know what the influence of her perfect quietude would be; if so, she has not miscalculated it, for he subsides again.

’Well; I have told you I did it here hundreds of thousands of times.  What do I say?  I did it millions and billions of times.  I did it so often, and through such vast expanses of time, that when it was really done, it seemed not worth the doing, it was done so soon.’

‘That’s the journey you have been away upon,’ she quietly remarks.

He glares at her as he smokes; and then, his eyes becoming filmy, answers:  ‘That’s the journey.’

Silence ensues.  His eyes are sometimes closed and sometimes open.  The woman sits beside him, very attentive to the pipe, which is all the while at his lips.

‘I’ll warrant,’ she observes, when he has been looking fixedly at her for some consecutive moments, with a singular appearance in his eyes of seeming to see her a long way off, instead of so near him:  ’I’ll warrant you made the journey in a many ways, when you made it so often?’

‘No, always in one way.’

‘Always in the same way?’

‘Ay.’

‘In the way in which it was really made at last?’

‘Ay.’

‘And always took the same pleasure in harping on it?’

‘Ay.’

For the time he appears unequal to any other reply than this lazy monosyllabic assent.  Probably to assure herself that it is not the assent of a mere automaton, she reverses the form of her next sentence.

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