himself. Attacked one by one by many disagreeables
and evils, which he would have endured more cheerfully
in a heap—that is to say, all at once--pursued
by war, disease, by all the plagues (July 1585), in
the course things were taking, he already asked himself
to whom he and his could have recourse, of whom he
could ask shelter and subsistence for his old age;
and having looked and searched thoroughly all around,
he found himself actually destitute and ruined.
For, “to let a man’s self fall plumb down,
and from so great a height, it ought to be in the
arms of a solid, vigorous, and fortunate friendship.
They are very rare, if there be any.” Speaking
in such a manner, we perceive that La Boetie had been
some time dead. Then he felt that he must after
all rely on himself in his distress, and must gain
strength; now or never was the time to put into practice
the lofty lessons he spent his life in collecting from
the books of the philosophers. He took heart again,
and attained all the height of his virtue: “In
an ordinary and quiet time, a man prepares himself
for moderate and common accidents; but in the confusion
wherein we have been for these thirty years, every
Frenchman, whether in particular or in general, sees
himself every hour upon the point of the total ruin
and overthrow of his fortune.” And far
from being discouraged and cursing fate for causing
him to be born in so stormy an age, he suddenly congratulated
himself: “Let us thank fortune that has
not made us live in an effeminate, idle and languishing
age.” Since the curiosity of wise men seeks
the past for disturbances in states in order to learn
the secrets of history, and, as we should say, the
whole physiology of the body social, “so does
my curiosity,” he declares, “make me in
some sort please myself with seeing with my own eyes
this notable spectacle of our public death, its forms
and symptoms; and, seeing I could not hinder it, am
content to be destined to assist in it, and thereby
to instruct myself.” I shall not suggest
a consolation of that sort to most people; the greater
part of mankind does not possess the heroic and eager
curiosity of Empedocles and the elder Pliny, the two
intrepid men who went straight to the volcanoes and
the disturbances of nature to examine them at close
quarters, at the risk of destruction and death.
But to a man of Montaigne’s nature, the thought
of that stoical observation gave him consolation even
amid real evils. Considering the condition of
false peace and doubtful truce, the regime of dull
and profound corruption which had preceded the last
disturbances, he almost congratulated himself on seeing
their cessation; for “it was,” he said
of the regime of Henri iii., “an universal
juncture of particular members, rotten to emulation
of one another, and the most of them with inveterate
ulcers, that neither required nor admitted of any
cure. This conclusion therefore did really more
animate than depress me.” Note that his
health, usually delicate, is here raised to the level
of his morality, although what it had suffered through
the various disturbances might have been enough to
undermine it. He had the satisfaction of feeling
that he had some hold against fortune, and that it
would take a greater shock still to crush him.