is an addition to my evil. Still I could not think
of discovering to her the true cause. When night
came, supper was brought, and she pressed me to eat;
but considering I could only feed myself with my left
hand, I begged to be excused upon the plea of having
no stomach. Your stomach will come to you, said
she, if you would but discover what you so obstinately
hide from me. Your inappetency, without doubt,
is only owing to the aversion you have to a discovery.
Alas! madam, said I, I find I must discover at last.
I had no sooner spoken these words than she filled
me a cup of wine: Drink that, said she, it will
give you assurance. So I reached out my left
hand, and took the cup. As soon as I took it,
I redoubled my tears and sighs. Why do you sigh
and cry so bitterly? said the lady; and why do you
take the cup with your left hand instead of your right?
Ah, madam, said I, excuse me, I beseech you, I have
got a swelling in my right hand. Let me see that
swelling, said she; I will open it. I desired
to be excused upon that head, alleging the tumour
was not ripe enough for opening; and drank the cupful,
which was very large. In fine, the steams of
the wine, joined to my weakness and weariness, set
me asleep, and I slept very sound till next morning.
In the mean time, the lady, curious to know what ailment
I had in my right hand, lifted up my coat that covered
it, and saw, to her great astonishment, that it was
cut off, and that I had brought it along with me wrapt
in a cloth. She presently apprehended my reason
for declining a discovery, notwithstanding all the
pressing instances she made, and passed the whole night
in the greatest uneasiness upon my disgrace, which
she concluded had been occasioned by the love I bore
to her.
When I awaked, I observed by her countenance that
she was extremely grieved. That she might not,
however, increase my uneasiness, she said not one
word. She called for jelly broth of fowl, which
she had ordered to be got ready, and made me eat and
drink to recruit my strength. After that, I offered
to take leave of her, but she declared I should not
go out of her doors; though you tell me nothing of
the matter, said she, I am persuaded I am the cause
of the misfortune that has befallen you: the grief
that I feel upon that score will quickly make an end
of me; but, before I die, I must do one thing that
is designed for your advantage. She had no sooner
said these words, than she called for a public notary
and witnesses, and ordered a writing to be drawn up,
conveying to me her whole estate. After this was
done, and the men despatched, she opened a large trunk,
where lay all the purses I had given her from the
commencement of our amours. There are they all
entire, said she; I have not touched one of them:
here, take the key, the trunk is yours. After
I had returned her thanks for her generosity and bounty,
What I do for you, said she, is nothing at all; I
shall not be satisfied unless I die, to show how much