He shook his head.  ’You are a kind man, Dick, but your pretty mysie won’t want an ugly old fellow like me hobbling about her house . . .  I do not think I will go back to Africa, for I should be sad there in the sun.  I will find a little place in England, and some day I will visit you, old friend.’

That night his stoicism seemed for the first time to fail him.  He was silent for a long time and went early to bed, where I can vouch for it he did not sleep.  But he must have thought a lot in the night time, for in the morning he had got himself in hand and was as cheerful as a sandboy.

I watched his philosophy with amazement.  It was far beyond anything I could have compassed myself.  He was so frail and so poor, for he had never had anything in the world but his bodily fitness, and he had lost that now.  And remember, he had lost it after some months of glittering happiness, for in the air he had found the element for which he had been born.  Sometimes he dropped a hint of those days when he lived in the clouds and invented a new kind of battle, and his voice always grew hoarse.  I could see that he ached with longing for their return.  And yet he never had a word of complaint.  That was the ritual he had set himself, his point of honour, and he faced the future with the same kind of courage as that with which he had tackled a wild beast or Lensch himself.  Only it needed a far bigger brand of fortitude.

Another thing was that he had found religion.  I doubt if that is the right way to put it, for he had always had it.  Men who live in the wilds know they are in the hands of God.  But his old kind had been a tattered thing, more like heathen superstition, though it had always kept him humble.  But now he had taken to reading the Bible and to thinking in his lonely nights, and he had got a creed of his own.  I dare say it was crude enough, I am sure it was unorthodox; but if the proof of religion is that it gives a man a prop in bad days, then Peter’s was the real thing.  He used to ferret about in the Bible and the Pilgrim’s Progress—­they were both equally inspired in his eyes—­and find texts which he interpreted in his own way to meet his case.  He took everything quite literally.  What happened three thousand years ago in Palestine might, for all he minded, have been going on next door.  I used to chaff him and tell him that he was like the Kaiser, very good at fitting the Bible to his purpose, but his sincerity was so complete that he only smiled.  I remember one night, when he had been thinking about his flying days, he found a passage in Thessalonians about the dead rising to meet their Lord in the air, and that cheered him a lot.  Peter, I could see, had the notion that his time here wouldn’t be very long, and he liked to think that when he got his release he would find once more the old rapture.