was to be provided during the winter. The condition
that he must wait six months was imposed on the marquis,
and he went back to France with the ring on his finger.
His betrothed bride did not shed a single tear for
him, and as soon as he had gone, flung the engagement
ring into the jewel-cup on her dressing-table, before
the eyes of the camariera, from whom I heard the story.
She did not venture to oppose her father, but did not
hesitate to express her opinion of the marquis to
her excellenza, and her aunt, though she had favored
the Frenchman’s suit, allowed it. Yet there
had often been fierce quarrels between the old and
young lady, and if the padrona had had reason to clip
the wild falcon’s wings and teach her what is
fitting for noble ladies, the signorina would have
been justified in complaining of many an exaction,
by which the padrona had spoiled her pleasure in life.
I am sorry to destroy the confidence of your youth,
but whoever grows grey, with his eyes open, will meet
persons who rejoice, nay to whom it is a necessity
to injure others. Yet it is a consolation, that
no one is wicked simply for the sake of wickedness,
and I have often found—how shall I express
it?—that the worst impulses arise from the
perversion, or even the excess of the noblest virtues,
whose reverse or caricature they become. I have
seen base envy proceed from beautiful ambition, contemptible
avarice from honest emulation, fierce hate from tender
love. My mistress, when she was young, knew how
to love truly and faithfully, but she was shamefully
deceived, and now rancor, not against an individual,
but against life, has taken possession of her, and
her noble loyalty has become tenacious adherence to
bad wishes. How this has happened you will learn,
if you will continue to listen.
“When winter came, I was ordered to go to Brussel,
and establish the new household in splendid style.
The ladies were to follow me. It was four years
ago. The Duke of Alva then lived as viceroy in
Brussels, and this nobleman held my mistress in high
esteem, nay had even twice paid us the honor of a
visit. His aristocratic officers also frequented
our house, among them Don Luis d’Avila, a nobleman
of ancient family, who was one of the duke’s
favorites. Like the Marquis d’Avennes, he
was no longer in his early youth, but was a man of
totally different stamp; tall, strong as if hammered
from steel, a soldier of invincible strength and skill,
a most dreaded seeker of quarrels, but a man whose
glowing eyes and wonderful gift of song must have
exerted a mysterious, bewitching power over women.
Dozens of adventures, in which he was said to have
taken part, were told in the servant’s hall
and half of them had some foundation of truth, as I
afterwards learned by experience. If you suppose
this heart-breaker bore any resemblance to the gay,
curly-haired minions of fortune, on whom young ladies
lavish their love, you are mistaken; Don Luis was a
grave man with close-cut hair, who never wore anything
but dark clothes, and even carried a sword, whose
hilt, instead of gold and silver, consisted of blackened
metal. He resembled death much more than blooming
love. Perhaps this very thing made him irresistible,
since we are all born for death and no suitor is so
sure of victory as he.