You will find that you can do something for it; the
casket will open, and to your surprise and delight
you will perceive that the seed dropped into the soil
will germinate, that flowers will open and fruit will
form of which you may make bread, or extract from
it a balm for yourself or for others! Then you
will leave the dead to bury the dead, as the Bible
has it, and dedicate to the living those great powers
and gracious gifts which an illustrious father and
a noble mother—nay, and a long succession
of distinguished ancestors, have bequeathed to a descendant
worthy of them. Then you will recover that which
you have lost: the joy in existence which we
ought both to feel and to diffuse, because it brings
with it an obligation which it which is only granted
to us once to fulfil. Kind fate has fitted you
above a hundred thousand others for being loved; and
if you do not forget the gratitude you owe for that,
hearts will be turned to you, though now they shun
the tree which has beset itself intentionally with
thorns, and which lets its branches droop like the
weeping-willows by the Nile. Thus you will lead
a new and beautiful life, receiving and giving joy.
The isolated and charmless existence you drag through
here, to the satisfaction of none and least of all
to your own, you can transform to one of fruition
and satisfaction—breathing and moving healthily
and beneficently in the light of day. It lies
in your power. When you came up here to give
your care to these poor injured creatures, you took
the first step in the new path I desire to show you,
to true happiness. I did not expect you, and I
am thankful that you have come; for I know that as
you entered that door you may have started on the
road to renewed happiness, if you have the will to
walk in it.—Thank God! That is said
and over!”
The leech rose and wiped his forehead, looking uneasily
at Paula who had remained seated; her breath came
fast, and she was more confused and undecided than
he had ever seen her. She clasped her hand over
her brow, and gazed, speechless, into her lap as though
she wished to smother some pain.
The young physician beat his arms together, like a
laborer in the winter when his hands are frozen, and
exclaimed with distressful emotion: “Yes,
I have spoken, and I cannot regret having done so;
but what I foresaw has come to pass: The greatest
happiness that ever sweetened my daily life is gone
out of it! To love Plato is a noble rule, but
greater than Plato is the truth; and yet, those who
preach it must be prepared to find that truth scares
away friends from the unpleasing vicinity of its ill-starred
Apostles!”
At this Paula rose, and following the impulse of her
generous heart, offered the leech her hand in all
sincerity; he grasped it in both his, pressing it
so tightly that it almost hurt her, and his eyes glistened
with moisture as he exclaimed: “That is
as I hoped; that is splendid, that is noble!
Let me but be your brother, high-souled maiden!—Now,
come. That poor, crazy, lovely girl will heal
of her death-wound under your hands if under any!”