man thinks he has a right to oppress and insult a
girl and try to entrap her. You, and others
like you, know nothing of small things, for you are
sheltered by walls and privileges. We are every
man’s game, while they approach you as humbly
as if you were goddesses.—Besides!
It is not only what I have heard from Karnis, who
knows the world and fine folks like you; I have seen
it for myself at Rome, in the senators’ houses,
where there were plenty of young lords and great men’s
daughters—for I have not gone through life
with my eyes shut; with you love is like lukewarm water
in a bath, but it catches us like fire. Sappho
of Lesbos flung herself from the Leucadian rock because
Phaon flouted her, and if I could save Marcus from
any calamity by doing the same, I would follow her
example.—You have a lover, too; but your
feeling for him, with all the ‘intellect’
and ‘reflections,’ and ‘thought’
of which you spoke, cannot be the right one.
There is no but or if in my, love at any rate; and
yet, for all that, my heart aches so sorely and beats
so wildly, I will wait patiently with Eusebius and
submit to whatever I am bidden.—And in spite
of it all you condemn me unheard, for you. . . .
But why do you stand and look like that? You
look just like you did that time when I heard you sing.
By all the Muses! but you, too, like us, have some
fire in your veins, you are not one of the lukewarm
sort; you are an artist, and a better one than I;
and if you ever should feel the right love, then—then
take care lest you break loose from propriety and
custom—or whatever name you give to the
sacred powers that subdue passion—even more
wildly than I—who am an honest girl, and
mean to remain so, for all the fire and flame in my
breast!”
Gorgo remembered the hour in which she had, in fact,
proffered to the man of her choice as a free gift,
the love which, by every canon of propriety, she ought
only to have granted to his urgent wooing. She
blushed and her eyes fell before the humble little
singer; but while she was considering what answer
she could make men’s steps were heard approaching,
and presently Eusebius and Marcus entered the room,
followed by Gorgo’s lover. Constantine
was in deep dejection, for one of his brothers had
lost his life in the burning of his father’s
ship-yard, and as compared with this grief, the destruction
of the timber stores which constituted the chief part
of his wealth scarcely counted as a calamity.
Gorgo had met him with a doubtful and embarrassed
air; but when she learnt of the blow that had fallen
on him and his parents, she clung to him caressingly
and tried to comfort him. The others sympathized
deeply with his sorrow; but soon it was Dada’s
turn to weep, for Eusebius brought the news of her
foster-parent’s death in the fight at the Serapeum,
and of Orpheus being severely wounded.