pre-eminent. You see I am a German at heart, and
must have my world of thought and imagination, as
well as the world in which men look at me with cold,
hard, and even hostile eyes. Thus far this ideal
world has been peopled chiefly by the shadows of those
who have lived in the past or by the characters of
the great creators in poetry. Now if my blue-eyed
daughter can prove to me that she has too much heart
and brain to be an ordinary society-girl like half
a million of others, and will share my interest in
the great thoughts and achievements of the past and
the greater questions of to-day,—if she
can prove that when I have time I may enjoy a tryst
with her in regions far remote from shallow, coarse,
commonplace minds,—is not my whole life
enriched? We can read some of my favorite authors
together and trace their influence on the thought
of the world. We can take up history and see how
to-day’s struggle is the result of the past.
I think I could soon give you an intelligent idea
of the questions of the time, for which men are hourly
dying. The line of battle stretches across the
continent, and so many are engaged that every few
moments a man, and too often a woman from heart-break,
dies that the beloved cause may triumph. Southern
girls and women, as a rule, are far more awake to the
events of the time than their sisters in the North.
Such an influence on the struggle can scarcely be
over-estimated. They create a public sentiment
that drives even the cowardly into the ranks, and their
words and enthusiasm incite brave young men to even
chivalric courage. It is true that there are
very many like them in the North, but there are also
very many who restrain the men over whom they have
influence,—who are indifferent, as you have
been, or in sympathy with the South,—or
who, as is true in most instances, do not yet see
the necessity for self-sacrifice. We have not
truly felt the war yet, but it will sooner or later
come home to every one who has a heart. I have
been in the South, and have studied the spirit of
the people. They are just as sincere and conscientious
as we are, and more in earnest as yet. Christian
love and faith, there, look to Heaven for sanction
with absolute sincerity, and mothers send their sons,
girls their lovers, and wives their husbands, to die
if need be. For the political conspirators who
have thought first and always of their ambition I
have only detestation, but for the people of the South—for
the man I may meet in the ranks and kill if I can—I
have profound respect. I should know he was wrong,
I should be equally sure that he believed himself
right.
“Look at the clock, my dear, and see how long I have talked to you. Can you now doubt that you will be companionable to me? Men down town think I am hard as a rock, but your touch of sympathy has been as potent as the stroke of Moses’ rod. You have had an inundation of words, and the future is rosy to me with hope because you are not asleep.”