“I made a bad impression at the start,” he muttered, “and it will be long before she loses it, if she ever does.  She shrinks from me as from something coarse and rough.  She feels that I don’t belong to her world at all.  In fact, her father’s fine bearing, his erect, elegant carriage make me feel as if I were but a country lout in very truth.”  The reception given to Mr. Jocelyn satisfied Mrs. Atwood thoroughly that his prolonged absence did not result from any alienation from his family.  They overwhelmed him with caresses, and either Fred or Minnie could scarcely be kept out of his arms a moment.

“Fanny,” he said to his wife, “I almost made a vow that I would not come here until I had secured a position that would give you all the comforts of life, if not at once its luxuries; but such positions are occupied, and when one becomes vacant they are filled by relatives of the firm, or by those who have stronger claims than I can present.  Still my friends are working for me, and I have the prospect of employment where the compensation will be small at first, but if I can draw a considerable Southern trade it will be increased rapidly.”

And yet he sighed while revealing this hopeful outlook, and Mildred noticed that he sighed more than once during the evening, in spite of the torrent of affectionate welcome which almost swept him away.

After Belle and the younger children were sleeping, the husband and wife with Mildred talked late over their prospects.  Mr. Jocelyn suggested that they should remain in the country, and even that they should rent a small cottage in Forestville or elsewhere, but his gentle wife soon proved that on some occasions she could be decided.

“No, Martin,” she said, with the quiet emphasis which reveals a purpose not to be combated, “one thing is settled—­there must be no more separation.  I have suffered too much during these last few weeks ever to listen again to such an arrangement.  Now that you are with us once more, I learn that the ache in my heart was caused not so much by losses and the prospect of poverty as by loneliness and the feeling that you were left to struggle by yourself.  It’s my place to be with you, and I am willing to live anywhere and in any way.  I can see that I might have aided you in providing against this evil time, but it seems now that I thought only of what we wanted for each day as it came, and the trouble was that we all got just what we wanted.  Here is the result.  Oh, I’ve thought it over through long sleepless nights till my heart ached with a pain that I hope none of you will ever know.  But to sit idly here and wait while you are trying to retrieve my folly is a greater punishment than I can endure.  Give me something to do which will be of help to you, and I will do it gladly, even though it be in two attic rooms.”

“Mamma’s right,” added Mildred earnestly.  “Papa, you must find a place for us in New York—­a place within our means.  Let us begin life right this time, and I believe God will bless and prosper us.  It won’t be many days before Belle and I will find something to do.”